An urge for you

FeaturedAn urge for you

I looked at her profile picture again,
Wishing that I could hold her when it rains
Two years have passed since I felt this way,
She came with sunshine and showed me the way
Deep down inside, I had an urge,
An urge to tell her
An urge to ask her to stay

But I feared,
Because maybe she’d consider me to be the same,
The same person who just ditch others for their sake

How would I tell her that I wasn’t anyone among them,
I cared for her, and I’d stand for her like no other man

Maybe she won’t even see this,
Maybe she won’t ever feel like this
But love is just like that,
You can’t force anyone and yes, that’s a fact
This poem is not ended, just like my words
I’ll just admire her today, just like the birds…


Don’t click here because this must be the most heartbreaking diary entry you’ve ever read in your life.

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Not gonna hold

Not gonna hold

Now I’m out of verse
Infact these verse have turned out to be a curse

Nobody know what I went through
And it’s better, because I don’t even want them to

I poured my heart in front of you
Wish I would’ve spent that time with my football crew

I gave you the power, the power to control my breath
And I choked down, I came out from the mouth of death

So you can imagine how powerful I am now
You fucked me then, I’ll fuck you now

I’ll put my hands right onto your neck,
And I’m not gonna stop until you’re gonna sweat

You’ll see my name, and of course my fame,
Right beside that window where you started this game

*Verse*

But baby you were too beautiful, when I met you
Or maybe I was too wrong, in understanding you
My heart still wants to get you back,
But I’m not gonna call or hold your hand

*Verse ends*

Now don’t look at my rhyme like that,
Am not gonna hold you I swear

And tomorrow when you’ll be left alone
You’ll cradle in your bed and mourn

I may not be so good at math,
But I assure you that I’ll kill you before your own death

Haters gonna hate me for the words I used for you,
Those feminists will come down and that too in support of you

But I don’t care, I don’t give a damn about them
I have this whole world standing with me, and you, with this sort of crap

You will never understand this lover’s insanity,
Since you’ve left there’s nothing but cavity
Now I’m gonna show you why there’s so much gravity
In my words, in my heart, well whatever girl! you just torn me apart

*Verse*

But baby you were too beautiful, when I met you
Or maybe I was too wrong, in understanding you
My heart still wants to get you back,
But I’m not gonna call or hold your hand

*Verse ends*

Now, show me your face if you’ve the guts,
You thought without you I would go nuts

But here I am, standing like a mountain to prove you wrong,
Can’t you see in my eyes that I’m too much strong

Ah! hush baby, you must be broken down today,
Well, haven’t you thought before by calling it off this way?

I left my dreams just to spend sometime with you,
But I think that wasn’t enough for a fucking bitch like you

Yes! I’m gonna use these words, I’ll use them again and again
If you got any problem, then just wear that mask of shame

Because you’re still living inside those fictional stories
Created by writers just to boast of their glories

Well, they don’t know how it feels when someone kicks your asshole
If you want to know that, put on your shoes and walk into my home

I’ll tell you why everything we do is for ourselves

Because I had a heart which I put it on a shelf

Ban on Crackers is a temporary solution, not permanent

Ban on Crackers is a temporary solution, not permanent

So yeah, now that things are taking a turn let’s discuss something important, something different, something which needs to be discussed and as of today something which should be the topmost priorities of ours.

I start today’s discussion with a few simple questions: When was the last time you did something for our environment? When was the last time you covered that one mile distance by feet just to protect our environment? Or to protect the forthcoming generation from breathing in the unfortunate air in New Delhi or your own city?

I guess you can’t remember that. Well, don’t worry because you aren’t the only one out there.

With just a few days left for the biggest festival of India, the ban on firecrackers by Supreme Court (highest judicial forum of India) things are actually heating up in New Delhi or rather I’d say in the whole nation. There are millions of supporters of this ban and equally criticizers. However, I want to point out a few things which contributed the most to this ban, where we went wrong and what, in reality, needs to be done.

  • Firstly, as the common tradition goes let’s dip our hands in the pool of our Governments. This is for sure that if the government would’ve taken certain measures then this wouldn’t have happened. Although, the Government of Delhi came out with the Odd-Even formula but Delhiites refused to accept it and it just went neglected. The opposition, in search of votes, condemned this formula and it ultimately led us to what it is today. I’m not putting the whole blame on the people because the formula was a bit off-strike. So, yes! We need to make rules in a way which are acceptable and give direct benefits to the people of Delhi.
  • Here comes the most important one, the ban took place because of the people of Delhi. If they would’ve done something to stop degrading our environment, this wouldn’t have happened. Yes! I’m blaming all of you. If the Delhiites would’ve gone with the Car Pool option or stopped using ACs even for a single day in a week (according to the preference of the people) then I guess things would’ve been better. Now, some of you might say that how can I connect the bursting of crackers with the ‘convenience’ of people? Because cars or even ACs are for the comfort of people whereas the crackers just degrade our environment, right? But, you know what, your children get a single festival in the whole year (Yes! This one is their favourite) and due to your so-called ‘convenience’ they can’t celebrate this day too. And yet you say you love them. Just wait a second. I know what your next question is: Is Diwali only about crackers? Oh yes! It is. For those children it’s only about crackers, they don’t know about the story of Rama returning back to Ayodha, and they don’t even want to. They have their whole life in front of them to listen to that story but right now it’s just about crackers because nothing gives them the same happiness as crackers do. So, next time you better think of the environment you’re living in and start limiting your ‘convenience’.
  • Now comes for the Supreme Court. I think the Supreme Court is forgetting that there are eco-friendly crackers too. Also, it would’ve been better if the decision would’ve come a few days before.
  • Whatever I’m going to say now have not contributed anything to this ban but it’s important. Dear readers, People don’t burn crackers every day but they do travel to their office. So now you know what should be held responsible and what needs to be changed. If you want your children to breathe in a fresh air, if you want to give them a better future and a better life then firstly give them a clean environment. And, this isn’t going to happen in a single day. Just because you’ve stopped bursting crackers on Diwali doesn’t mean that you’ve made a bigger change. If you want a bigger change, ask yourself. The ban on crackers is a temporary solution. So, what’s the permanent one? Ask yourself what you’re doing on a consistent basis to our environment. Reflect on your life for a few moments and you’ll get to know the answer.

Humans do every single thing for their own benefit. Ain’t believe that? Prove me wrong.

What do you think? Let’s discuss it in the comments below.

Flying/falling

Flying/falling

Are you afraid of falling? Well, most of us are. But, here’s the thing: Don’t be afraid of falling, if you’ve got the guts, if you’ve got to do it, then just grab your ass and go for it. No matter what. Not for others, but for yourself because at the end of the day no one is going to end up his/her life in your coffin.

Yeah, your family love you, your friends love you but don’t you love yourself? Well, you do. You love yourself more than anything or anyone else in this world. And, it’s not selfishness, it’s just that you’re being yourself. And, in today’s world there are only a few people who love being themselves.

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Even in my hardest time

Even in my hardest time

How would I tell you,
the words craved in my heart?
How would I make you,
feel the way I do?
Coz I am the one who hurt you a lot,
But I’m the one who love you the most
And baby when the stars will shine,
N everything becomes all right
Would you stand with me,
Even in my hardest times?

Standing beside you make me feel small,
I’ll never play with you like my cricket ball
Every single time I look in your eyes,
I see my world shining too much bright
I have a fear of loosing my world,
Coz when the shine goes away,
you know it hurts

But baby will you still love me,
Like the way you do today?
Will you still hold me like every other day?
And baby when the stars will shine,
N everything becomes all right
Would you stand with me,
Even in my hardest times?

Coz baby no one care for me the way you do,
No one can love me the way you do
Then how would I make you feel small,
Coz you aren’t just my cricket ball.

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Without you

Without you

 

Coz baby, I’ve been doing a lot for you,

Baby, I’ve been living my life for you

Baby, I do care a lot for you,

But maybe life would’ve been better without you

Baby woooo………baby, baby wooo….. baby

There was a time when we were in love,

But the time has passed and you know it hurts

Maybe, I was the one who cared too much

And baby, you’ll never know how much it hurts

Baby woooo……..baby, baby wooo…….baby

I felt like someone drove a stake through my heart,

When baby you left, I had nothing but my past

Give back my love, which I gave to you,

I would have moved on if it wasn’t for you

And now it pains like never before,

But baby, I’m in love with the memories of yours

Coz Baby woooo………baby, baby wooo….. baby

Baby, I do care a lot for you,

But maybe life would’ve been better without you

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Happier- Ed Sheeran

Happier- Ed Sheeran

I have been away from WordPress since the last few days. Actually there isn’t any sort of hectic schedule but it’s just that after my exams I’m just devoting my time to some of the series like Friends, Quantico and Vampire diaries. I hope you all understand and I’ll join you soon. Till then I’m just sharing one of my favourite Ed Sheeran’s song Happier

Walking down 29th and Park
I saw you in another’s arms
Only a month we’ve been apart
You look happier

Saw you walk inside a bar
He said something to make you laugh
I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours
Yeah, you look happier, you do

Ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody love you like I do
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you’re moving on with someone new

‘Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I’ll feel it too
And until then I’ll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

Sat on the corner of the room
Everything’s reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you’re happier
Aren’t you?

Ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody need you like I do
I know that there’s others that deserve you
But my darling, I am still in love with you

But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I’d feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
I know I was happier with you

Baby, you look happier, you do
I knew one day you’d fall for someone new
But if breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I’ll be waiting here for you

Written by Ed Sheeran, Benjamin Levin, Ryan Tedder • Copyright © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group, Downtown Music Publishing
Thank you and ♥ y’all.
See you soon.