Be there for me

Be there for me

Dear diary,

I saw her today after around four months. She came in the school in one of my favourite black outfit. I was disappointed, not because she came but because I couldn’t find a reason to talk with her. I wanted to tell her how beautiful she looked in that dress, I wanted to ask her the thousands of questions which my heart had framed for her after she went away while leaving everything behind or maybe not everything, except a fucked up lover. She had the same face for which I had fallen in love once or maybe not once, but for the rest of my life.

Never in her life will she understand how indispensable she is for me. As she passed by me I admired her never-ending beauty which mesmerises me every single time I see her. I wanted her to look back and at least have a single glance of me but she didn’t. I stood there like a dead soul. A coffin would’ve been better for me at that time.  She didn’t seem to care about the person who had done so much for her, someone who had awoken himself whole night whenever she wanted a company, who had gifted her a smile whenever she wanted to cry, an atheist who had prayed for her, who had tried to give every single happiness to her which she desired. Distance increases the love but too much distance can ruin everything. My classmates laughed after seeing my face. People often laugh at the things which you loose. Neither I had the power to respond to them nor did I want to, except the tears which filled my eyes and reminded me of the last longing separation. 

You know what, sometimes it becomes too hard just like an incurable pain. Sometimes when the closest person goes far away from you, it breaks you down, but I know that she won’t go away from me or maybe it’s just my illusion, my wish or whatever you want to call it. 

It seems like I wanna die,

It feels like I wanna cry

Coz your absence has hurt me a lot,

And your memories are not enough anymore

I find it hard to breathe without you,

If you wanna feel then just walk a mile in my shoe

Every time I close my eyes to take a nap,

I can’t see anything except a huge gap (between us)

Though we love each other without any doubt,

But we need to give sometime to each other that’s what I wanna shout

I wanna talk with you even if you aren’t free,

All I want to say is; just be there for me

Maybe you feel like me or maybe not,

But I wanna make our relationship perfect without any dirty spot

It’s hard to sleep it’s hard to wait,

Oh! My Angel, Will you go with me on a date?

Sometimes I feel like the world is so mean,

It doesn’t let two lovers exist then how can it be clean?

For the existence of our Love, you started having fast,

And if we will try we can make it to the last

I wanna talk with you even if you aren’t free,

All I want to say is; just be there for me.

Is this the end?

Is this the end?

Birds were chirping on their peak, the tree was busy in providing its mother like shadow to them and the whirls of the river was freshening up the calm morning. The ill deeds of the Homo sapiens had ruined their life and unfortunately they couldn’t do anything to stop it. Since the beginning of time the strongest one had ruled the earth and will continue to do so.

The rich scented flowers had lost their true charm since the mankind ruled over them. There was a time when they were the reason of freshening up the air but it seems like nobody care about them now except using them in Chemicals or in making Perfumes. Machines have changed everything, or maybe humans have made them to do so.

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‘How can humans be so mean? While exposing ourselves in the scorching sunlight we have gifted them our shadow, every single second we are there for them to provide them Oxygen, whenever they need us we sacrifice our branches so that they can make a good home for them or use anywhere they want to’, the tree thought while remembering the good old friends he lost due to in activities of humans.

Long back then it was a time when everything was so peaceful. The birds would wake the humans from their sleep, the fresh water would soothe their throat, the flowers would provide the life longing freshness which is hard to find now. It may be bitter but it’s true that the Human himself have called his end. It’s time to think. Otherwise the end is near…..

The scent of the flowers,

The chirping of birds,

Will be missed like hell

When everything will be replaced by machines,

And nothing in this world will ever be clean

Yes we’ve won; we’ve conquered the whole nature,

But it will be hard; hard to find even a single creature

When our children will question us about Nature,

Then maybe that day we won’t be able to give any answer

Because it would be us due to which our children will suffer,

I wish I could do anything to stop everyone from replenishing this Earth

All I have with me is a single plant and the whole of Earth,

For I have to take this step to save this Blue Planet

And I hope you all will come with me,

After finishing your work when you will be free

Because the birds have been singing to me that,

Our end is near, our end is near