I love you

I love you

When I saw you the first time,

I knew that you weren’t mine

Still while sitting in the class I would adore you sometime,

And think of dreams in which you would be mine

Seeing you laugh would make me feel happy,

To satisfy myself I would see your photo in my lappy

Crazy I was and crazy was my dream,

I loved your face even without any sort of cream

While sitting in the bus you would struggle with your hair,

I wish I would’ve told you how much I care

Time has passed now while gifting me nothing,

I regret till today of not asking you anything

I was afraid at that time, I don’t know why,

When you went away I didn’t even bid you Goodbye

My arms are still open only for you,

And today I have the courage to say I Love You

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Be there for me

Be there for me

Dear diary,

I saw her today after around four months. She came in the school in one of my favourite black outfit. I was disappointed, not because she came but because I couldn’t find a reason to talk with her. I wanted to tell her how beautiful she looked in that dress, I wanted to ask her the thousands of questions which my heart had framed for her after she went away while leaving everything behind or maybe not everything, except a fucked up lover. She had the same face for which I had fallen in love once or maybe not once, but for the rest of my life.

Never in her life will she understand how indispensable she is for me. As she passed by me I admired her never-ending beauty which mesmerises me every single time I see her. I wanted her to look back and at least have a single glance of me but she didn’t. I stood there like a dead soul. A coffin would’ve been better for me at that time.  She didn’t seem to care about the person who had done so much for her, someone who had awoken himself whole night whenever she wanted a company, who had gifted her a smile whenever she wanted to cry, an atheist who had prayed for her, who had tried to give every single happiness to her which she desired. Distance increases the love but too much distance can ruin everything. My classmates laughed after seeing my face. People often laugh at the things which you loose. Neither I had the power to respond to them nor did I want to, except the tears which filled my eyes and reminded me of the last longing separation. 

You know what, sometimes it becomes too hard just like an incurable pain. Sometimes when the closest person goes far away from you, it breaks you down, but I know that she won’t go away from me or maybe it’s just my illusion, my wish or whatever you want to call it. 

It seems like I wanna die,

It feels like I wanna cry

Coz your absence has hurt me a lot,

And your memories are not enough anymore

I find it hard to breathe without you,

If you wanna feel then just walk a mile in my shoe

Every time I close my eyes to take a nap,

I can’t see anything except a huge gap (between us)

Though we love each other without any doubt,

But we need to give sometime to each other that’s what I wanna shout

I wanna talk with you even if you aren’t free,

All I want to say is; just be there for me

Maybe you feel like me or maybe not,

But I wanna make our relationship perfect without any dirty spot

It’s hard to sleep it’s hard to wait,

Oh! My Angel, Will you go with me on a date?

Sometimes I feel like the world is so mean,

It doesn’t let two lovers exist then how can it be clean?

For the existence of our Love, you started having fast,

And if we will try we can make it to the last

I wanna talk with you even if you aren’t free,

All I want to say is; just be there for me.

Is this the end?

Is this the end?

Birds were chirping on their peak, the tree was busy in providing its mother like shadow to them and the whirls of the river was freshening up the calm morning. The ill deeds of the Homo sapiens had ruined their life and unfortunately they couldn’t do anything to stop it. Since the beginning of time the strongest one had ruled the earth and will continue to do so.

The rich scented flowers had lost their true charm since the mankind ruled over them. There was a time when they were the reason of freshening up the air but it seems like nobody care about them now except using them in Chemicals or in making Perfumes. Machines have changed everything, or maybe humans have made them to do so.

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‘How can humans be so mean? While exposing ourselves in the scorching sunlight we have gifted them our shadow, every single second we are there for them to provide them Oxygen, whenever they need us we sacrifice our branches so that they can make a good home for them or use anywhere they want to’, the tree thought while remembering the good old friends he lost due to in activities of humans.

Long back then it was a time when everything was so peaceful. The birds would wake the humans from their sleep, the fresh water would soothe their throat, the flowers would provide the life longing freshness which is hard to find now. It may be bitter but it’s true that the Human himself have called his end. It’s time to think. Otherwise the end is near…..

The scent of the flowers,

The chirping of birds,

Will be missed like hell

When everything will be replaced by machines,

And nothing in this world will ever be clean

Yes we’ve won; we’ve conquered the whole nature,

But it will be hard; hard to find even a single creature

When our children will question us about Nature,

Then maybe that day we won’t be able to give any answer

Because it would be us due to which our children will suffer,

I wish I could do anything to stop everyone from replenishing this Earth

All I have with me is a single plant and the whole of Earth,

For I have to take this step to save this Blue Planet

And I hope you all will come with me,

After finishing your work when you will be free

Because the birds have been singing to me that,

Our end is near, our end is near



Not just my Companion

Not just my Companion

With the huge backpacks I got down from the slowly halting train. My naked eyes were busy in searching for the Ticket checker everywhere like a Virus trying to enter the loophole of a computer. One single thing missed from my eyes would’ve cost me around 500 bucks which unfortunately I didn’t had at that time, and that’s why I was travelling without ticket, I guess. With huge difficulties I managed to bid goodbye to the Railway station. The Taxis standing outside the station were enough to remind me that finally I had entered my hometown after exactly 163 days.

I started searching for her in the parking area and due to the good cooperation of my eyes it didn’t cost me much time to notice her. But just as I saw her sitting on the scooty I was dumbstruck. I myself didn’t know how much I had waited for this moment. Though I captured that moment in my memory but a Camera would’ve been better which I didn’t had at that time. Her clothes didn’t make her look nicer but she made the clothes look nicer with her never ending beauty.

‘Hi Bhaiya, how are you’, she said and hugged me. The warmth of her soul sent a shivering down my spine. After around five months I had hugged someone so close to my heart.

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After igniting the engine to life we started for our home. The roads and the buildings of the city started fading away as I went back to my past. The past which held the memories of us as a child; which can never be wiped away. People go away from life, memories don’t. She had been my best companion since the time she came on this earth just two hours before me. From the time I got low grades or got dumped by my girlfriend, she had been there to share my pain. Your good time will never tell you about your well wishers but your bad time will. She is and will be the most precious thing for me. She had helped me to cross every hurdle of my life. Yes! We fought over silly things like for a chocolate but our love for each others increased every passing second. Not everyone in this life get the love of a sister. It’s rather a fact that I have got the best companion of my life which I never want to loose not even to a God. The best thing I like about my sister is the fact that she is too caring. I remember every line of the poem which I composed for her when she started teaching the Orphans.

Shining stars with the bluish colored sky,

Making her feel like she wanted to fly

Her birth wasn’t a usual thing,

Everyone wondered whether she was going to be the king

But how can a girl be a king?

Because she is supposed to wear a ring

She started her life as a normal child,

Thinking of dreams in which she would glide

As other girls her life consisted of Doll,

Or maybe sometime she used to play with ‘cricket ball’

Later she dedicated her life to teach the world,

Helping others to realize their dream of becoming the bird

I wish that God should send some more Angles like her,

For she belongs to the world and the world to her.



Not your Dreams

Not your Dreams

My dearest Angel,

I miss you, my Darling, as I always do, but today is really hard because it’s my Angel’s birthday today. Today my eyes are not allowing me to doze off to sleep and see you in my dreams instead of that they want to see you and that too in reality. But how can I convince them? How can I say that it’s impossible? Because nothing is impossible, that’s what we are taught since birth.

Right now I am sitting beside the chocolate cake which I made with my own hands for you. My eyes are constantly staring at the photo which we took on your last birthday. As I drift off to the past all I could see is you. The same round face with a mole on your upper lip, the same smile which you would always pass it to me, just to make me happy irrespective of how sad you were, the same long hairs which would engulf me in you. My eyes start welling up when I think about you. I don’t know why but the more I try to keep myself busy the more I am reminded about you.

Yesterday I heard from you, I mean from the recording which I made once of our phone call. I hope you remember it. I am here to love you, to held you in my arms, to gift you my life if that’s possible, to wipe away your sadness even if I went in trouble. It’s been a long time since I heard from you last, I hope you are fine; you must be, because all I pray from God is to keep you happy.

I have nothing to give you on your birthday except my never ending Love- something which only you can receive from me and a poem which I somehow tried to write while my tears cooperated with me.

You can escape from my life but not your dreams,

Your shadow can run away but not your dreams

Every morning I open my eyes I want you to ring my doorbell,

Every night I close them I want to hold you like a shell

You do the things I have never done,

You are my moon and you are my sun

You bring me up when I’m feeling down,

Baby! I wanna gift you my Love’s crown

Your absence have torn me apart,

I can’t fix myself because you’re too far

But still I will say that I am fine,

Just hold me in your arms one more time




Please come back

Please come back

Dear Mom,

Exactly 14 years have passed since you left me alone in this world, and the time I spent without you have been the hardest one for me. Every passing night whenever I go to bed I hear the echo of your words still ringing in my head unlike any other thing in this universe. Time have molded me, it have taught me how to rise back even when you feel powerless. Your absence has given me the power to heal and that too really fast. But somewhere in my heart I am the same person rather I should say the same guy, the same guy who had never imagined that this would happen, the same guy who still sleep while holding the pillow tightly to me and imagining your presence instead of that pillow, the same child who feel isolated without you. I don’t have the guts to go back to that black night which took you away from me but the more I try to run away from reality, the more it come closer to me.

My single mistake took you far away from me, so far that even if I wish I can’t meet you except in my dreams. But dreams are dreams, right? I wish I would’ve listened to you and shouldn’t have drunk while driving. I wish I would’ve seen what was coming in my way, I wish that the scooty which was crushed by my car wasn’t yours and even if it was then you wouldn’t have been driving it. I still can’t get over the fact that I am the killer of my own mom. I have done such a big crime that if the 13 years I spent in prison would’ve been extended to my lifetime then also it would’ve been less.

Mom, you have given me so much that your debt of love can’t ever be fulfilled by me. I am drained without you Mom. No one can replace your existence in my heart, you are still going to be alive for me. You are still going to be the very best woman I’ve ever met. Your bedtime stories are still going to haunt me, your hands are still going to caress my cheeks like they would do before, your soul will still be present around me. Sometime I imagine you sitting beside me and teaching me how to be a better person in this world, I still remember the way you would slap me every time I would tell a lie and believe me Mom, I never tell a lie now, I never do. But I miss you mom, Please come back. I have everything present around me but not you. I love you Mom and I want you to come back. I need your love though I know I am not deserved to get it but I am a bit selfish and I am in need of it, I know you won’t mind me giving it. I can live without anything else but not you Mom. I am broken in a million of pieces. Please fix me up Mom, please. Please come back. It’s hard to wait now. 



From her to me

From her to me

Dear Sweetu, 

I know that you are hurt and that too badly. I have gone through your letter at least 9 times since I got it  and every time  I read it, I see you standing in front of me and looking at my face just like you would  always do. I know that it’s hard for you but it’s hard for me too. I think God is asking us to walk through a test before gifting us  the same path to our destination. But if this is what God wants then we have to hold on. We have to believe in the fact that ‘The string of our Love is so strong that if the whole world unite and try to break it, we won’t let it  go.’ You remember na! You used to say that “Our Love is the purest thing I have ever witnessed”. 

I am trying hard to keep myself busy and not to think of  you because whenever I think about you my eyes start welling up and the salty liquid starts flowing out from them. You wanted  me to remain Happy even in my hard times that’s what I am trying to do right now. But how can I be happy when you are so sad? If you want  me to be happy then  firstly you have to pass  that sweet smile every time you would read this letter (I know you are going to read it many times). I don’t want to hurt you more by telling you about how much I’ve  missed you. I am just sending  you the Poem which you wrote for me. I am  sorry because I can’t write that good. So, I have to send your poem to you only. Keep smiling my Sweetu. I love you.

I may leave this world but I’ll never leave you,

Coz you are my Angel and I am nowhere without you

The first time I met you on the stage,

Believe me Dear I can scribble you down in a page

We hosted a show. Do you remember?

Oh! how can you forget it; it must be there in your heart’s chamber

From that day onward we gazed at each other,

Still knowing that the distance was too far to cover

You have taught me the Definition of Love,

For me Baby you are no less than a Dove

Your single look can shine me bright,

Hey! Sweetheart I wanna hold you tight

We talk every night, we talk every day,

Still knowing the fact that we have nothing to say

Your hairs are the one which engulf me in you,

I may leave this world but I’ll never leave you

If you are there with me then I have nothing to fear,

I can bear anything except your tears

I request you my Love, to never fade away your smile,

I can walk with you for thousand miles

You are my cure, you are my pain,

You have loved me so much that now I am drained

All I have in my Life is just you, you and you,

Coz you are my Princess and I am nowhere without you. 

©Rajat malik



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